day 13 and i’m confused
Day 13
by Anonymous
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so a few days ago i found kinda like a loop hole on this journey. i was horny and my girlfriend and gone back to uni (so its just me in the house) i started watching porn but never came to it, i dont think that counts as a relapse but its happened again today - i keep microdosing myself with porn. im confused on if busting to it or it makes a difference to my progress
That’s definitely a relapse. You’re still giving your brain that unnecessary stimulation. we could never expect to heal while still dosing our brains with poison. Either reset the streak or promise to never do it again, and if you do do it again RESET