Day 2
I have struggled today and edged but kept hopping off. I feel like that goal of me becoming that better man seems so far off. I should have graduated a year ago from college but i keep failing and withdrawing and still in my freshman year as an engineer. This addiction has kept me from studying and pushing myself academically. I have self-sabotaged myself and have lied to my family and friends. I feel like God is the only one who can forgive me. Who am I but a sinner.
Thank you brother J1 means a lot