I just relapsed again

I been there man, going almost in two years since I was in the deepest darkness and want it to off myself too. but that's just admitting defeat. to live is to continue to get up and embrace the small achievements, just as how you got to watch the smallest nuances with this addiction, the small victories are great. I am at day one, and feel like wanting to give in, longest before been here is merely 8 days. examine the failures when they happen and get back up. I have tried all when comes to blocking things, but nothing is bullet proof and as an addict it becomes intense to find a way to give in. I have physical locking boxes with timers that I can lock my phones and tablets but doesn't stop me from the desktops. so stay strong and if relapse pick yourself up and instead of beating yourself learn the mistakes to fight another day

That’s the sad part is I have AppBlock on my phone and Jomo on my computer. There are just loopholes in Jomo

I don't know after how many days you relapsed, but if it was even a small progress from before, then it's good. I'm using mullvad dns to block adult websites as well as social media, and sonce it's not a simple toggle to button to on and off, it has worked for me so far. In the end, You will need to have self-control, no app or method is fool-proof. I wish you and myself luck 🤞