I’ve Been Habitually Addicted…

…for more than half my life. It’s pretty crazy—and depressing—to think about. I remember some of the first porn sites I ever visited. Of course they were pretty mild and didn’t even begin to compare with what I’ve been exposed to since. But it’s hard to try to find the inspiration or motivation from this. The sheer amount of hours of my life spent, and wasted, lusting after people on a screen. I’ve been through a handful of anti-porn apps by now, and I appreciate the projected “porn free” date QUITTR features. Wish me luck, and pray for me if you have a minute.