Feeling strong, want to stay optimistic

Haven’t been on app for a while to not beat myself up so hard about this…. I was honestly gooning to some crazy stuff before this mini-streak, and it really made me have to reflect on what the fck im doing with my life. In a way I’m trying to actually keep reminding myself what I had done, and the shame it caused me. And to think that even looking at porn is taking steps towards it again. I’m focusing PRIMARILY on No Porn for now, but a welcomed consequence is that when I do Jerk it, I get bored basically and stop and start thinking of where i was a few days ago mentally. Friends, please do pray for me, Andres, that I might persevere through this! I want to be way more mindful from here on, Godspeed brothers!