They just don’t talk about it..

I relapsed, I got lost in the moment, or whatever stupidity excuse my Brain comes up with, but I just hate how society doesn’t even recognize this as a problem, this is the only valuable resource I have to even counteract my dependency with this drug. When I was a young teenager how was I supposed to know this would alter my mind to such an extent that my body feel required to do it. If you’re not religious then I have no idea how you view this, but for me it seems satan has really laid his claim on so many men and woman just because of this problem alone, I don’t know what to do because it shameful and my shallow brain is afraid of being judged, this is just a battle I will have to rely on a higher power for