✝️Battle Buddies: Day 34
Let’s jump right in! My emotions tugged at me hard today, it seems that my feelings for my past relationship ebb and flow with some days being light and other days having my mind in a tailspin. Today was a tailspin. I love her dearly, and I mean that in full confidence not out of pity. The Lord has a plan for these feelings, I have felt this way for almost 3.5 months, but I have yet to discern that plan so I’m just waiting. Maybe there is a sin that God needs to reveal to me out of this, maybe He wants us to come together when the time is right, maybe He is supplying motivation so that I grow even closer to Him. I’m not worried about which or what reason it is, I simply have full faith in God to execute His perfect plan. Praise the Lord for this love that He has given me. It is an unconditional love that I have never felt before, it makes me excited to know that I can even feel that way! God you bless us all the time if we just look a little closer and get past our wants and desires. “Rejoice always, pray continually, give thanks in all circumstances; for this is God’s will for you in Christ Jesus.” 1 Thessalonians 5:16-18. Brothers and sisters in Christ Michael, Cameron, Jan, Logan, Kathryn, Mikayla, and Kaylah: You are the body of Christ and represent it well, I see your encouragement all through this community and it fills my heart with joy. You offer prayer, scriptural wisdom, and compassion when people are going through their toughest battles all while you are dealing with your own. I can see Christ within you. Truly living for others and doing nothing out of selfish ambition. “Do nothing out of selfish ambition or vain conceit. Rather, in humility value others above yourselves, not looking to your own interests but each of you to the interests of the others.” Philippians 2:3-4. I pray the Lord builds up a persistence in you to keep fighting the good fight, God bless you guys!
Thank you guys so much for your compassion and encouragement! 🤍 I also thank you for your prayer, I know I can always count on you (: