Despair

You’re right

it takes time to get better , you’ll get there just be patient and try keeping yourself distracted to make time pass

You’ve got this Fabian! God has brought you here to break you of this weakness and overcome it. The enemy knows how much this addiction keeps you from God and wants to claw you back every day, don’t let them win!

Thank you guys

you’re in control just remember when the urge or emotion pops up your in control don’t give in

Pray and seek guidance dont give up! I know you can get better