Relapsed after 114days

Day 113

by Ev200

February 20, 2025 at 07:32 AM

224 upvotes

I knew this was going to happen eventually. The hints were getting stronger and eventually I gave in. The social media consumption. The impulse to do it after so long. The curiosity if the app blockers work. Etc. I gave into the world. Into pixels. I released my masculinity for nothing. I have been not just on no fap. But reserving my masculinity for strength. And recently I gave into small habits that I used to do. I guess subconsciously indulging into my old bad habits manifested this L for this morning. I’m not doing to sit here and say I regret it and that I feel like shit because id be lying. But I do need to admit that I done it. It’s wrong. And it is beyond me now. I’m not gunna get but hurt that I reset my 4 month streak. But I’m going to look at it as a milestone that I hit and allowed myself to cope and get distracted. Onto the next 150th streak. I’ll see you all on the flip side🫡

Comments (2)

Ev200•179d ago

I appreciate your comment bro🫡. Reading this made me smile. Not only because of your words but to the fact ghat you’re right. And man it feels freeing. there was this lingering feeling after that I thought it failed and it felt like everything went to shit. But after it made me realise that It really doesn’t appeal to me as much as it once did. I hope where ever you are in your journey youre meant to be in rn bro. Good luck

G•180d ago

First of all, huge respect. 113 days is almost a third of the year. Keep it up and as tough as it is, try think about it from a new light. If I told you I drank three times a year, would you consider me an alcoholic? Hell, if someone told you he wanked 3x a year would you consider him a porn addict? That's you now. Porn free is your new baseline. Honestly the fact that you're not upset about it is a good thing, to me it says you no longer have the addict's shame of relapse. The most important thing is to make sure it was a one time thing. You've been through the wringer, you know what happens if you make that wank anything more than a rare fluke. If you want my advice, get to 50-100 days without any relapses in between then delete this app. You'll have successfully shifted your default state to porn free. All this app will do is remind you that porn exists. I'm rooting for you! Great work man, you're killing it

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