Rough day

Today is not the best day. I got some upsetting news a bit ago. I was hired by my local PD and was processing and everything. I was offered a final offer of employment so I took it. Took time off work to meet Everyone, get sized for a vest etc. To be told a little bit ago im no longer hired and I failed the psych exam portion. I admitted to masturbating at my old job 3+ years ago. Not too proud of it. I was told it was a maturity thing. So I’m assuming that’s why. There wasn’t anything else other than that, that would’ve disqualified me. Pretty ashamed of myself and that I did that in the past I did also admit to struggling with pornography a little bit. Honestly it’s a wake up call for me. So I’m back on the app, ready to put it behind me and move on.