Nearly day 4✨✝️🤍

Hey friends, I’ve missed seeing the updates from everyone! Where is everybody?🥺 I’m praying for each of you every day. I loved your post earlier, Makayla!🤍 I’ve been spending a little less time on this app, partly to help the time go by faster w/o being submerged in the topic of porn, but also because there’s a lot going on in my life. Namely, and this is the most difficult situation – my Mom’s kidneys are failing at a rate much faster than preciously known. She’s had issues for years, but now the 3x weekly dialysis isn’t as effective as we need it to be and she’s not getting good #’s. For context, my parents aren’t believers, and they’re very lost souls. I’ve been no-contact for 7.5 years (except briefly with my mom), so I heard this news third-hand. It’s gut-wrenching and a maaaajor trigger for me to use, but it’s almost day 4. Then 5. In moments like this, I know that if I didn’t have my faith in Jesus, I would have nothing. I’d be crumbled to the floor with grief, sorrow, and hopelessness. But friends, we have hope. We have Jesus literally interceding on our behalf at the right hand of God. Through Him we are offered complete freedom from sin & addiction, complete healing from broken relationships, and undying grace and forgiveness. Even if you’ve stumbled recently, pick up your crosses, friends.✝️ (And then write an update here for the ppl praying! Lol)