Today is a sad day

Unfortunately… I relapsed. I was pretty stressed today, and was going through a lot. I was mentally drained and I was aching I ended up caving into watching porn and masturbating. I’m a little disappointed in myself, but the knowledge I’ve gained along the 20 days I stayed porn free, is why I’m continuing. I’ve gotta say, although I don’t think I should be proud yet I am, in-fact, a little proud of myself… for making it this far. 20 days has been THE longest I’ve gone without porn. Now… I’m locking in. For real for real this time. I pray that you make it out of this addiction just as well as I did in the 20 days.