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I’m feeling down, I don’t wanna say I’m depressed because I smile and laugh a lot and procrastinate. Im just thinking about the person I could be, I see him, I’m so far down from where I should be. I’m 1 hour 42 mins free and I feel like trash. I know that I relapsed and I would have been on 7 days by now, but maybe that’s why I feel so down right now. I hate all the bad habits I have, but it will get better, which is what I have to say otherwise I may stay down here forever.