Don’t relapse

For those who are still standing tall. Even if it’s 5 minutes don’t go back. I feel like I just fell off Mount Everest and I’m not sure if I want to get out of the snow underneath. I didn’t fail because of urges but because of self sabotage. I failed for a different reason and went to the same drug. I’m just disappointed because I really have been putting in a lot of work. But I’ll bounce back. Do well everyone