Day 2 1/2: Emotions? Who?

Wow. I went through a rush of emotions in the span of 2 1/2 hours. Typical leaving work traffic I’m stuck in driving for 2 1/2 hours, rushing to get to work on time, and i wanted to see my GF right before work so I could reward myself for making it 2.5 days without using porn. I noticed I was angry. Upset. Like banging in the center console, urge to honk at everyone breaking on the highway mad. Then I go and see my girlfriend briefly. Still upset, but I’m calmer. She made me happy. Smile. Even a little perverted but that isn’t the important part. I noticed my emotions and just… let them go through me. They seem more intense than usual and I’m just taking it in stride. So let’s keep it going! P.S. Every second I spent with her in that moment I felt really vulnerable. Like if she touched me too sensually I might have exploded in that moment. It’s Exciting! And scary.