Struggle
Day 0
by Alex
35 upvotes
It's hard to give up what feels like the only escape from being kicked down. I got laid off 2 years ago and struggling to find a job since, my wife left me 3 weeks later for her boyfriend, been to 6 funerals of close friends and family (since the layoff), and last week my dog of 10 years was hit and killed. I'm doordashing and delivering for Amazon and applying to anywhere that's hiring. Yes, I fell into a depression, but I'm trying to find my way back. I just feel like it's my only escape and it's a struggle to give that away...
I know bro and I feel you on the escape part cuz you feel so numb when you’re addicted, and when you’re trynna stop yourself it’s gonna be hard because you wanna feel something. In quitting for me and my future self and becaseh I don’t wanna get ED in bed with a girl or not be able to get hard when she touches or kisses me, it’s gonna be embarrassing. Your reasoning to quit needs to be stronger than your urges, remember what David goggin said, if you can’t control your brain and your brain controls you you’re fucked… I took that shit hard