Matthew 7:7-8 “Ask and it will be given to you; seek and you will find; knock and the door will be opened to you. 8 For everyone who asks receives; the one who seeks finds; and to the one who knocks, the door will be opened.” Seek God and He will reveal Himself to you & give your spirit what you need.

Remember, the only thing holding your relationship from Him back is yourself. He loves and accepts you completely.