My Story…

Im 20 now and I was exposed to porn at a young age, probably around 11 and i can say it totally messed up my life. I’m not sure how it started but I would go to the office computer because I didn’t have any other device as my parents didn’t allow it. I would often go to the computer and just scroll and watch videos for very long periods of time just ruining my brain. I didn’t even know what masterbating was at the time and I was already hooked. I figured out about it when I was about 13 when I actually got a phone and it changed everything. I’m not sure what age that it got really bad but maybe in early high school there was a point where I was doing it almost every day. Looking back now I can see how it totally messed up my social skills and rewired my brain, even to this day. I never wanted to talk to my family and I just wanted to be alone as porn was always on my mind. But once I got older and got a girlfriend it died down and I didn’t do it as much. This past year I sorta relapsed out of nowhere and began doing it a lot more until I realized how bad it is for myself. These past months I had only done it every once in a while but I’m now trying to stop it for good and I’m very confident I got it now. I’ll make another post on what has helped me greatly and I believe will help anyone else tremendously. I don’t wanna put it on this post bc I’ve already done so much yappin lol.