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I’ve spent my whole life making excuses for myself and telling people I was going to do things and I just wouldn’t do it, people ever started to roll their eyes at me when I said things like I’m going to quit vaping, I’m going to the gym, I’m gonna start reading, and basically anything that would improve myself. I learned that in order to hold myself accountable I need to keep quiet about what I want to do, I fell is such a deep depression a few years back and lost all hope in myself but one day I decided to say fuck it and I just went to the gym without telling a soul I had zero motivation and wanted to go home immediately but I forced myself to stick to it and eventually started looking forward to going to the gym I made friends in the gym and started to eat healthier fast forward a few years and I started to love myself again. Just realize motivation doesn’t last and you can’t rely on it the only way to do something is to just fucking do it. It sounds so hard at first but trust me I changed my life around by just doing shit instead of saying I will do it. I went from a fat ugly depressed kid with no friends and no money to a fit guy who just got a new job making good money surrounded by encouraging and amazing friends and not to mention a loving smoke show of a girlfriend all writhing a few years simply because I got my lazy ass up and did things that improved myself. You can do it it’s possible the hardest step IS to get tf up and just do it. I love you all thank you for listening to my story❤️