Fighting urges
Yesterday after I came home from work my urges started to hit me. I wanted to watch something I know I shouldn’t and once I saw myself going towards it, I immediately stopped, put my phone down and into the charger, changed clothes and went to bed. I got a good amount of rest but when I woke up in the morning afterwards, it started to creep back. It was like I was literally fighting within my mind. And I know that is the place where spiritual warfare takes place. I was cleaning my room but I stopped and opened my Bible to Psalms 1:1-3 and Psalms 5:1-3. I read both and began to sit and meditate on what I’ve read and I began after to pray to El Elyon(Most High God). I thanked him for his goodness and mercy and praised him for how awesome he is, and I asked him to give me strength to fight and endure in this area of my life. I want to be a good man before him and a good man unto my future wife. He truly is my source of strength and my hope. And he and he alone will I continue to seek and put my trust in that I will overcome this fight daily.
You’re on the right track bro! He’s working on you for sure just keep giving it to Him! You’re not gonna be like this forever, that’s a lie from the enemy! 🙏🏾