Relapsed, accidentally… kinda

I say “accidentally” ironically, because deep down I knew I would eventually fail with what I was doing. I was watching very mild PG/PG13 YouTube content with no nudity whatsoever. But it was enticing and helping me survive my 15 day streak. The suppression of climax resulted in me “losing my batch” without even physically fapping. I instigated it, and I thought I could dance on a gray line without fully breaking my streak, but here I am starting over. Not necessarily depressed or saddened, just annoyed by how easily it occurred. Normally, I let myself go for hours on end during a moment of failure like this, but today I feel really invigorated to restart the clock. celebrate the improvement that I’ve made by maintaining a 15 day streak.