My issue
The classic big scary relapse of going on the mainstream sites is no longer an issue for me, I can for sure live without that. The major issue that’s keeping me from a long streak is peeking. I’ll “pretend” like I’m downloading instagram again for a good reason like “gotta check out what my best friend posted, check on this, check my DMs”, then go look at some shi I shouldn’t look at (straight up porn on there shits crazy) and that’s a relapse. Similarly, I can relapse by researching something that I know has potential to make me relapse. For example, some search type that COULD show some porn like picture, and then I go down the rabbit hole. It’s like I’m no longer making a concious decision to relapse, I’m just kinda surfing “innocently” and then once I see a picture it’s like “whatever, I relapsed, might as well go further”
Flee from lust don’t even peek or “edge”/surf any suggestive content. Once you do you’ve kindled lust it will come to fruition maybe not then but at some point it will.