You don’t deserve it.

Something that happens when I feel urges is me telling myself (and I’m sure others can relate) “I gone this long without it I deserve to relapse and restart.” No. No you DONT deserve it. You don’t deserve to start back the clock and go back into this hole that you already started to climb out of . You deserve to be free from the shackles of sin and temptation. The only one who can help you is Jesus Christ. Turn to him because he is willing and wanting to help you. I have been 21 days clean now and I always used to relapse around the 5th or 6th day for the last 2 years. This is the longest I have went in many many years. Jesus is willing to help you every step of the way :)