Restarting with a different mindset

I wasn’t even gonna post here because I feel ashamed because I failed yesterday. But I feel like I had to let my thoughts out some way, somehow. I’m talking on this journey with a different mindset, “is this what God put you on the earth to do? To watch porn and be a degenerate? No, of course not. You gotta be a better man for yourself, and can’t let one woman ruin your progress”. I just know I gotta be better and I have been better. I’m gonna knock this addiction out of the park starting now. No more excuses, no more not pressing the panic button. We gotta lock in and do this shit now.