Still going strong

I think you’re right aj. I’ve been struggling with this idea but I believe it counts as a relapse as well. I was trying to justify my behavior with fears of starting over. But it’s a bumpy road to recovery and this doesn’t/wont define me.

Hey David. If you’re trying to quit masturbating and watching porn, I’d count that as a relapse. Whether it’s watching porn, looking at a magazine, nude images of a partner, or a memory, your brain doesn’t know the difference and it release the same things that fuel the addiction.