Relapsed after 44 days
I didn’t even watch porn videos I watched gifs because that’s all I could watch with the roadblocks i’ve put up. I had done a couple mind beats to my gf the past few days but I didn’t want to count it and lose my streak but I probably should have. staying in bed for too long has been a huge stumbling block for me in this fight. I pray that I would believe in what Jesus has already done for me and know the battle is won through Him. If I keep relying on myself i’m not gonna be able to overcome this.
thank you! we are waiting till marriage but the enemy is looking for any opportunity to make us fail. I appreciate your comment.