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To instill a counter-habit and mindset to the thing we’ve all come to despise as a collective, I’m going to post here every day. My relapse was so close to being a victory rather than a defeat. All I had to do was click that x, and I had the ability to, not just that, but I was still sane enough to make that move, but I didn’t. It feels like such a simple thing to do, but I wanted what I saw in that moment just a little more than turning away. That’s the trick, isn’t it? Just that little bit can make a difference, like a 49%-51% vote. In that moment, the vote seemed to weigh heavily in the other direction, but as I reflect, and even while I was in the moment, it was much closer than the demons would have me believe. May this new habit help flip that percentage in my favor. And help me wrest control from myself and give it God