34 days - I’m in the drivers seat!
Wow. This addiction had ALWAYS felt like I have zero control over it. I can confidently say that after a 3 month long battle I’m finally in the driver seat. I have control. This is amazing, and praise God! To anyone out there struggling to get past the first couple weeks, or not knowing when to reset your streak, you have to define your goal and stick to it. Don’t ask others “oh does this count as a relapse”? If you’re feeling dissociated, spaced out, and guilty, odds that’s your body telling you that you that what you did/are doing no longer aligns with your new values. Those feelings are your guide to sobriety. Listen to them! Reset your streak if you must! Stick to your new values and stay strong!
This is fantastic advice