Struggling!
Day 0
by Evan Sheppard
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I was 8 days until midnight and now I have relapsed 3 times today. I can’t stop again. Please send some encouragement and guidance. I am feeling depressed that I won’t conquer this. I know that isn’t true, but it feels true currently.
That’s the damn truth—feed it once, and it’s got its claws in you, ready to devour you whole! You swore it’d just be one bite, one slip, but now you’re spiraling, gorging yourself three times over. Come on, man, dig deep—be pissed off! Don’t let it win! Grab that pen and scorch your notebook with every ounce of fury boiling inside you. Let the rage explode—rage at yourself, rage at that sneaky devil whispering in your ear, rage at how you got played. Not sadness—hell no—feel the fire! Start over, right now. Rip open that notebook and claw out every mistake that dragged you back into the pit. Face it, burn it down with your words, and rise stronger!