When it rains…

Getting told that I need a colonoscopy at 27 years old has not been great. There is a good chance that I might have cancer and I won’t lie that I’m scared. I know this is for porn addiction but there’s no one I feel like I can tell what’s going on. My Dad just passed away a month ago from cancer and I don’t want my family to go through this messed up scenario again with me. I’m still staying off of porn but the temptation to try to drown out my problems is very real right now. Please send prayers my way. Thank you