weird thing

I’ve not had this happen to me but I’ve not hit my first month yet. Congrats on the progress!

I agree Adam.

Yes. The first month is the hardest. That’s why I joined this. I had hit one month several times prior. The moment you relapse, you go off the rails and return immediately to your old habits and possibly worse. I did this in January and a little over a month ago. Had a great streak and didn’t even think about porn or masturbating. Then, in a moment of weakness, spun out of control. I don’t know where the breakthrough point is or when it becomes less of a risk, but I think that one month mark is the most dangerous zone to be in, when you need support the most.

Yes but then you wake up and realize it wasn’t real and it’s a relief. It also reminded me of how much guilt and disappointment I would feel If I did give in.

Yes, and it was so sad, I was picturing myself scrolling on porn sites, it made me realise how bad my addiction is