Relapse
Day 0
by Matthew
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After 2 weeks clean I relapsed this morning without even thinking about it. I finished and couldn’t even really comprehend what I did or why I did it. It just happened. I listen to worship music on my way to work normally but today I just turned it off cause I felt like a fraud. I know I can beat this and I know God will carry me through it but man this is has been a long and painful journey. Still feel like I can’t see the light at the end of the tunnel yet.
You can’t out-sin God’s grace for you, brother. He loves you and you’re not a fraud. Keep fighting knowing the battle is already won in Christ.