Failed.
I failed. I caved, and it felt great. I let myself down again, I went five days. That’s the limit, now I just have to get better. I feel like shit. I really am addicted. This is just proof that if I don’t do anything now, it’s going to consume me, and become a part of my daily life. I understand relapsing is normal and can be a part of the journey. I have to commend myself, five days without jerking off is a record. I have only done that in times where I was busy with other things, like on vacation or something. Any advice or words of wisdom? Just feeling down in the dumps after this. I’m gonna try and keep going. Sorry, to all of my brothers and sisters.
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