Finding who I want to be

The past three years have shown me who I was and the lengths I went for my addiction and not for what I desired in life. The past almost 50 days have finally woke me up from who I was behind closed doors and it’s someone that I shouldn’t have let into my life or consume me. Through this journey of change I have to take accountability for my actions and not minimize the actions that I committed to supplement my addiction. The journey is hard but fight for the life you want each and every day. Prayers to god for guidance, challenges to prove my commitment not only to myself, the life I desire but to him as well, and thanking him for the opportunities he gives whether they are significant or not. Be about it don’t just talk about it.