I engage pmo mainly bc I’m Lonely

Hey everyone! I have relapsed like 50+ times since getting this app and it’s been 10ish years I’ve been fighting this battle of lust and loneliness. I don’t have a church community and wish to have one soon. Other recovery groups are cool to just don’t like doing this thing solo. It really sucks and I’m 25 year old still fighting . I know I need to surrender to Jesus but I’m struggling with that too!