Day 1💔😞
Hey friends. I'm back to #1.😞 I was hours away from day #14. Hours. Part of me really doesn't want to share this here. The shame is quite deep and now I feel like I've let my dear friends down too. But, I've promised to myself that I will be honest, I will not lie about this on top of relapsing. And I know relapses *will* happen, and that as I've genuinely repented and given this to God, I can pick up where I left off and battle on-- but the burden is heavy today. I know most here have seen my recent 'drama' and that's *no* excuse, but it does weigh on me. My heart is heavy. Would you mind saying a prayer for me today?
Praying for you! 🙏🏼 Can’t count how many times I’ve been in your position. Shame and guilt is from the enemy. Fight on.