It’s been a tough journey

The first time I was exposed to porn was when I was around 6 years old. I’m 24 now and it still has a hold of me. It’s progressively gotten worse over the years, from it just being an innocent watch to me taking it further into real life and spending time & money with SW. I realised through a lot of reflection and mistakes that I tend to use porn as a form of stress relief and intimacy. For context I own multiple businesses and despite my young age I am paying for all the household expenses between my partner & I, including the luxury, so things can get really stressful at times. I find myself over the past couple of years having hurt my partner multiple times because of this addiction. I’ve been on and off with it - mostly being on. But it’s time for me to let go of this wounded version of myself & find more enriching sources of intimacy and stress relief. No matter how many times I relapse, I won’t stop improving and working towards embodying my highest potential. I want all of you reading this to know that despite the world not knowing what you are going through behind your smile, everyone here understands, and there’s many people ahead of us who have seen it through to the finish so it is possible to make that change. Let’s push for it, I’m wishing you all the bestest of luck on your journeys!