You have mind control
I remember the longest I did here was 44 days , then I fell to it one night and gave up and went back to my regular ways. I was really struggling and I thought to myself one night I have mind control over my control and if I really want it I’ll tell myself NO , tell yourself NO. Don’t let nothing control you. People will act like they never wanna stop because they can stop when they want , when they really couldn’t and they’re being controlled by the videos. You have mind control so be active, keep yourself busy , an idle mind is dangerous. Don’t let yourself be so idle that you resort to that stuff. And even if you are bored there is ALWAYS something better to do. Better you watch a movie , get some snacks. Or call a friend, or watch TikTok’s and Ig reels. You have MIND CONTROL. Nothing can control you when you realise you can think for yourself. Say NO
Your exactly in the same situation as me. For me to start stopping for real, the 3 first days are really important to resist for more than one year.