With hope and a small cry for help

Discovered this app after wanting to make a change and make it into the kingdom. 28 M and been at porn since 12. Tried to stop many many time but always seem to come back to it and make it an excuse. It was literally apart of my daily routine. I say was because I’m going strong until this morning and I’ll be positive. Im in an amazing relationship with a woman I met at work and she’s the best thing I’ve had in my life in a while. I’m also divorced and although to don’t want to admit this would’ve played any part in it, it did, in more ways than one. I look back on just a decade ago and tear up thinking where the time went and what could’ve…Majority of the days in my life from that point was porn or masturbation and that’s so sad. I’m sorry for the intro, I’ve tried other apps and they didn’t work, so here I am back it again with hope, and a small cry for help. I’ve been 30 days clean before, thats the highest I can remember. I appreciate the platform, I appreciate yall. Back at it with a purpose.