I want to get rid of this Demon
Been reading the word of God and been going to church way more than I used to. One thing that was always referred that I must do to beat this addiction, is to be open about it. Since lust is done in the dark it makes sense to bring it to the light. I just turned 24 years old, I’ve been struggling with porn addiction as long as I could remember. Recently of last year this addiction has spiraled into something I never thought would be possible. I purchased sex. And it ate me for the entire year of 2024. Everytime I had new check, no doubt that most of it went to fuel this new addiction. I had no one to blame but myself. I felt more empty thinking that it would make me happy. But it just dug a deeper and darker hole that seemed to be inescapable. But then, a very unusual event happened that led me back to seeking Christ (it’s a long story). I’m still fighting the temptation to pull up to the ATM, but recently I’ve been doing a lot better at fleeing from it. Right now I’m just focused at getting rid of the main problem which is the porn addiction. I recently got this app to help me in this journey to get my life back. Though the past is dark, I seek to make my future a little brighter. I wanna become the best person I know I can be. Please give me another chance to make things right!
it takes a lot of courage to share that, you’re doing well brother. stay strong in your faith. God knows you and loves you bro