Disappointed

Remember that your body is meant to be the temple of the Holy Spirit, your body isn't meant to do those sad things to it.

Bro just pray for forgiveness and maybe do something with god u don’t do every time. Like read the Bible longer or do it more intense and then just get up and do it better next time. Many people are scared of praying after sinning. Just always remember that you take a shower when you’re dirty not when you’re perfectly clean and if you’re dirty you would never be scared of stepping into the shower!

Thank God for Jesus right? His grace and forgiveness is endless bro. A righteous man may fall down 6 times but gets up 7 - you feeling distant is just in your head; he’s RIGHT next to you he’s been with the whole time and has never left. A war is won battle by battle. Keep fighting, and look to God for his strength when you feel weak. Where I am weak he is strong.

First off, you are never distant from God. Your mistake is not gonna pull your communication from him. The more you relapse then feel regret and sit in it then YOU are damaging the healing process. So your next steps are to breathe deeply and write or type a reason you want to stop along with why you do it in the first place. So on my journey I am on Day 1 and I am already doing the things I would do if I was 90 days sober from it. Just pretend you are free because you are free from temptation you just have to see it now. You got this!