Pledge
I don’t want to watch pornography, it is the single biggest thing in my life that has caused the absolute most destruction and pain. It’s makes me cynical and harsh. It makes me pissed at myself and everyone around me. The best times in my life have been without porn and the worst times in my life have been with it. I truly believe this is the single greatest stumbling block in my life and the single biggest thing in my life that has kept me from becoming the person I want to be. So for the next 24 hours I’m saying no to porn. I’m saying no to my fleshly desires. I’m saying no to the pain it has caused me. I’m saying no because God damn it makes me hate myself.
It’s my fourth Week beeing sober and I can tell you the hatred and shame is way better now my mood has improved ever since and quitting only resulted in my mental health getting better and better