14 days free
What should I say? I feel more comfortable, confident and I sleep much better. Before I started my journey the last hour before I went to bed looked always the same. Looking for the best video, jerking off, thinking about it for a minute or two, being disgusted of it, watching TikTok to be distracted but seeing half naked girls again and jerk off again. After that I put my phone away and started to watch Netflix for way too long. I had no good sleep, no good evening routine and because of all that points I had no confidence. Now before I go to bed the only things I watch are sport or documentations (mostly also sport), then I read my Bible, afterwards I pray, but not normally prayers, I speak with my Lord Jesus just as he was sitting next to me. I tell him my thoughts, problems and plans for the next day. Then I ask for forgiveness, pray a normal prayer, sometimes rosary but mostly just Father Our and The Jesus Prayer. Then I'll fall asleep at some point. I'm honest, the evening routine just started while Lent, because I fast Netflix etc, my PC and all of social media on my phone. Before Lent I was watching tv to fall asleep but I watched Christian YouTube videos (like Father Spyridon, Alex Wilson etc.). It wasn't distracting me but I had bad sleep too. So the advice I want to give you is to start your own evening routine. It doesn't have to be praying or reading the Bible. You can also just read an other book or do a little yoga session. But a good routine before sleep is important for the journey. Also the morning routine is important but it would be boring if I tell my whole morning routine. Good luck everyone
Abdulla, why should I read a book that came 600 years after Jesus just to lie about his life. The new testament in the Bible was written by eyewitnesses of Jesus, the 12 apostles got murdered for what they saw. Would you die for a lie? I don't think so. So why should the apostles stand firm and let themselves be murdered if they knew it was a lie?