it’s getting better

recently i’ve noticed that i’ve been going back to my old self. (i would masturbate/watch porn almost every day) and for a very long time i think for around 7-8 months ive felt nothing and im a little worried about going completely back to how i was but i do want to feel like i can enjoy that stuff. not relapsing has been increasingly difficult since my last post but ik i can be strong and push myself further this time. seeing all these people on here trying to better themselves inspires me to try harder