Day 3
Right now I’m on day 3 of my journey so far I’m doing ok. I almost had a relapse last night when I found out my wife is looking for appointments and after my family had discovered our separation. I openly admitted why we are and that it was caused by me lying and cheating and I’m pretty sure they disowned me which I cant be mad at them for that I probably would have as well the urge was so strong I do not need to go on the websites I do not need to feel happy I need to be left with my emotions and fix my self so I had to put my phone away close my eyes take deep breaths and by the end of the night it was still there but not as bad this app and brainbuddy had help me keep my mind from the urges