My nextdoor neighbor is a famous pornstar
I live in the entertainment capital of the world and have met porn stars before. Random interactions and creative networking. Started using this app when I really want to start holding myself accountable. My main trigger is social media and any sort of resentment after a break up or relationship gone wrong. However, I do want to note that my usage went up when I recognized to my next-door neighbor was. Eventually, we started talking about it her work and even began flirting. We have each other‘s numbers and every now and then she’ll ask me for a tape measure or we’ll talk for a little while. This became a huge trigger, but over time it eventually helped me casualize and really not put any of these performers on a pedestal. Something to know is her place is really smelly, she’s young and you can see there’s certain things she just doesn’t take care of herself. It’s just another reminder that the people that work in that field are also just messy humans with weird hobbies. That are figuring out life like everyone else. Trying to get past my 15 days streak. I noticed that when I did the 15 days, my singing voice and overall presence and demeanor got extremely better. So for anyone that performs or works in music it’s really good too not waste your energy. Because I’m tracking and recording soon I’m using this as a motivation.
pornstars are nobody special. they only hold the value that we as addicts give them. idolizing a pornstar is no different then a drug addict idolizing their drug dealer. seems silly, no? if i were you id avoid confrontation with her. be polite were needed but romanticizing her or trying to come into contact with her will only lead you down the path of destruction.