I always get to about 20 and relapse because I get lazy and careless. I’m on day 4 again and just went to church and have been watching a lot of Christian videos and have been feeling good. But ever since church I have been getting attacked heavily with thoughts and urges. I’m coming here to vent it and try and take my mind off it. I hate this sin and my souls wants nothing to do with it. I want to die to my flesh and its urges.
I feel you, it’s rough. Pushing down the urges will only make them harder to resist. Think of it in the form of meditation. Allow yourself to just feel what your mind and body are experiencing, and become comfortable with the discomfort of not giving your body what it asks for. Practice acknowledging the urges, but training yourself to see them as something normal that won’t determine your actions. The urges will never go away, so learn to take them rather than run away. Stay strong, you got this!!!
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Spiritual warfare is a real thing. When you feel those attacks, run to the Lord. It’s hard to do. Try to find your triggers and eliminate what you can. For me, it’s harmless YouTube videos but an ad or a short will come up that takes me down so I deleted the app. I’ve redownloaded and relapsed but it’s a work in progress