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I try to understand why I feel this way and why I rely so much in porn but the thing is, I’ve been watching porn for 8 years and I’ve noticed that to be able to finish it has to be some sort of extreme porn, it’s honestly sickening, I genuinely don’t even enjoy the porn, it’s just the fact that it’s extreme, and get some sort of rush almost like adrenaline, I feel like I’m honestly too far to quit, I just failed a 3 day streak😮‍💨🥲