I’m scared
The main excuse that I have in my head is that porn is not the problem, I am the problem, so no matter what I do porn or no porn I will continue to be alone. I mainly feel like the reason I’ve been alone for so long is because my God doesn’t want me finding love and ruining it with porn, but I’m scared I’m wrong, I’m scared that if or when I quit it won’t fix my problem. I will continue to be alone.
Do what Luke H said. I finished the book and it will 100% help your situation.