I need to vent and need your help
Nowadays I’ll make it to almost a week so 5 to 6 days then I’ll either wake up from a lustful dream, relapsing in my sleep, leaving me feeling 100 overall urges for the day, like today, or it’ll be an urge lingering on my mind for what feels like forever. I currently am bored most of the time, I start my job next month so this month is gonna be scary in terms of my addiction. Please anyone reading this can you give me advice or encouraging words? I’ll take anything man I’ve been getting into Christ a lot recently and for me to have relapsed today I feel like God don’t trust me because I say the same repentance every time, at least it sounds the same because I’ve done it a million times. Sort of a cry out for help
“Therefore we do not lose heart. Though outwardly we are wasting away, yet inwardly we are being renewed day by day. For our light and momentary troubles are achieving for us an eternal glory that far outweighs them all.” 2 Corinthians 4:16-17 NIV This Bible verse reminds me to never give up and it helps me a lot!